a fucker is always a fucker..Big Sigh'
im still standing strong here. Nothing you do makes me go down(:
why dont you go and lead your rustydusty life instead of others?
one word to describe you,S-I-C-K-O.
remember,nothing you did,PULLS ME DOWN.
and to you,
its really hard to explain things. and yes true,i dont know what im thinking. No,im not turning back,trust me. things that i want doesnt go my way. Maybe i lose this time. you dont know if im Willing for things to happen or being Force. simple to say,im ignoring. I am,and im sure you can. the situation now is like im right here like a stone and youre there handling this existed lovelife you know. so why not just moved on? why must put the pressure on yourself? i know you care. but you've cared alot. and i Dont Wish for you to care about this. I Dont. its sucks when this shits keeps on repeating. im sick of it.
if you feel untreasure,maybe youre wrong. im not lying but i dont want you to be involved. maybe all this while you never feel it and ive never showed it. theres alot weve gone through. and i want this Matter to be our last Downs. Like ive said im not-a-good-person and i dont deserve someone like you.
Im sorry for all the wrong doings and thanks for the advice.
lovelife made me this way or im like this? -hurt
side note,
Saturday-out with Sal(but im still thinking about it)
Sunday-mocca(!!!!!!)
I-M S-T-I-L-L S-I-C-K
