Juliet space.

MISSING YOU

2010-10-25T22:10:00.001+08:00

Bizarre Love /^\

2010-10-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

Every time I think of you,
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine,
but it's a problem I find,
living a life that I can't leave behind.

There's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free.
But that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows.
And everyday my confusion grows.

Every time I see you falling,
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for the final moment,
you say the words that I can't say.

I feel fine and I feel good.
I feel like I never should.
Whenever I get this way,
I just don't know what to say.
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday.

I'm not sure what this could mean.
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else,
then I'll never see just what we're meant to be.

Every time I see you falling,
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for the final moment,
you say the words that I can't say

2010-10-12T16:29:00.003+08:00

When i was wrong and I've made a big mistake.
Is to believe your words and end up i was hurt.
Now everybody is talking about us.
This shit about us is none other than Love.

Aku sad please

2010-10-08T13:25:00.002+08:00

You dont know what's in this heart.
You was never sweet, I've never complain.
I can't shower you with money but love.
I lied, saying i was happy but i'm not.
And then again, i've never complain.

2010-10-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

For the love of friends, that can never be apart.

2010-09-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

And then i realised friendship is as strong as familyship. I <3 my friends, nothing else matters c:

2010-09-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

I no need no third party.

2010-09-02T02:42:00.003+08:00

Shanghai was not so good not so bad. Now, I missed my room mates and the super cheapo market streets!!
After a super long holiday, I'm back to school later. Haven't had enough rest yet but I really have to go.
Oh and lastly I would like to say that I have a stalker in my life now. A stalker who never give up and have been stalking my life for about 3 years? Haha!

2010-08-25T02:19:00.003+08:00

Do you ever know and noticed that somehow sometime youre hurting me? It hurts me real bad until I wanna breakdown? Right in the public, infront if your mates. Do you ever feel what I feel? Do you ever think that when you do that means that you're embarrasing me. Don't you think it is a joke. I got feelings. Tengok skrg orang dah kate aku suke merajuk. Because of who?

Boys... Sigh

2010-08-17T18:03:00.002+08:00

Swissotel job buat kite penat, badan kite sakit sakit. Tapi kite suke! ^^
anyhoos, remember I told you all that I dowan to get a suit this year? Well I did. Mum bought it. I'm wearing blue this year. The boy idea lor.
Suit checked, wedge checked. Left handbag!!!!

9 more days(Happy and sad and the same time)
till here xo

2010-08-12T19:11:00.004+08:00

Hi. I am Amalina and today i just realised i have a miserable life. added to it someone label me emo.. i didnt know that i'm emo. until this someone close told me.
During this fasting month i thought that people could change for the better. well yeah this month is a forgiving month. but what do you expect? this is life. humans nature. we can't run from it.
Aside from that, im not all excited about everything that is already plan. shanghai trip, my swissotel job, the surprise ANNNDD LASTLY RAYA! really. the mood is not there. i even plan not to have a new raya suit this year :/
tomorrow will be the last day of schooling until the 26aug (the day im off to shanghai) due to yog. lucky i have this swissotel job to keep me occupied. and ill be working with sis sarah this saturday (: At least this will brighten my day up.

Happy Fasting !

Finally

2010-08-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hello August!
Hope it's not too late to say this :)

2010-07-25T04:20:00.003+08:00

August awaiting! So many fantabulous plans going on ;) Msia! Shanghai! And what's not! Baby told me that we're booking marina bay sands hotel too! Awesome combo<3 but sadly everything is gonna be abit rushy because it is a fasting month. But who cares, I love August!

Ps I addicted to driving :D

You

2010-07-24T01:40:00.002+08:00

I don't know where I stand. Is it in there or somewhere else?

Sigh. I need a light up sticks n frappé NOW :'(

Only left one

2010-07-18T17:09:00.001+08:00

Rip my turtle ( April 2010 - July 2010 )

2010-07-18T06:36:00.001+08:00

Oh wtf. Everythings gone and now back to square one. Tsk

2010-07-13T01:44:00.002+08:00

I'm updating just for the sake of wasting time actually. I'm kindda sleepy but I can't seem to shut my eyes. Haha mrepek lah I know.
Monday school as per normal I shall say. I skipped first lesson because I can't wake up. And I think I made a good moved. Because my classmate was like complaining that class is so boring blabla.. Ma'am tanty is STILL on honeymoon. Yeah WTF much. But it's ok. The longer the better cos Holiday mood still here can? Haha! Class end at 330pm. Baby fetched me ;) got myself changed. Met izuanafendi diy irsham and this girl,whom I forgot her name. Kire mcm an unplanned couple day out uh. Haha! Went town. Yah on weekdays again. Actually not so bad cos.. Izuan treat us all to seoul garden (thanks bro!). So then walk around and off home. But stillll... School starts at 8 freaking am later. Another boring day in school.! Seriously I dun see the point why I am going to school, since ma'am is away. I did nothing I tell you ! On a brighter note I'm going gym after school later hehe ^^ it's been a while huh..

I shall stop here xo!

2010-07-10T04:43:00.002+08:00

Where has the love gone to?
I don't need ur money. I jst need ur love. Ure close to perfect but no ones perfect, ever. I don't know what I'm trying to say here. Buut tsk sigh. I'm just jealous of any girls out there who has a bf that is sweet. Erghh can't elaborate it. But you girls should know what I mean.
Screwed me.

2010-07-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

Mc's over so meaning im back to school later ^^ school starting at 8am but still Ive not yet asleep. Got very used to sleeping late night. So gotta give sometime for the changes.
Oh well life is so miserable because I screwed my FTT and I have to wait for like 2-3 months to retake it agaaaiinn!! Fml.

2010-07-06T11:59:00.003+08:00

As I was all over excited about school, my thought was wrong. School started at 8 yst. Yes, pretty early huh? So as usual met sis Sarah at the bustop and guess what, the bustop is full of the bunch. Which is not a surprise actually. So yes make our way inside the school. I tell you, I still prefered clementi. Tho it's small and ugly whatsoever, but it is quiet and I like the people around. No typical girls n boys, no minahs and mats. But here in cck, gosh! every single corner, ade je group2 gangster buat meeting. Lagilagi yang buat memekak is the indian boys! Naik nak kemek metal meja dorang gendang. Irritating much :/ but aside from that, there are many many familiar people I know. That makes the school not as bad afterall.
buut on a brighter note, I'm currently at home now because I got a two days mc ;) FTT here I come! *finger cross*

2010-06-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

One of the reason I love my boyfriend is ,He brought me everywhere he go because he is proud of me ;)

2010-06-28T13:44:00.003+08:00

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you i love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I.. Love.. You..

.. And it keeps on replaying

2010-06-28T06:01:00.002+08:00

Time and Fate will never wait.

Rip, edil

2010-06-25T13:37:00.001+08:00

Far from eyes yet close to the heart. :(

2010-06-22T14:22:00.006+08:00

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile, 'it's all about you'.
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too.
Said 'you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'.

i'm still in pj !

2010-06-21T11:13:00.000+08:00

patiently waiting for my dear aqil and elfe!

shopping and treats!

2010-06-21T11:02:00.001+08:00

My Saturday

2010-06-20T04:54:00.003+08:00

Just got my ass home. I'm shagged, very. I can even sleep when I was on the ride home. So yes, 'she's out of my league' was ok. To make it a combo, I caught it with my two babies, elfe and ahlami. Damn, work at 12pm.

Time for bed.

T G I Friday!

2010-06-19T03:37:00.000+08:00

New nails colour and deco+New birkins+New top+swensen+My family+Baby&Aqil=<3!
Except that I hate the ending part of it.

2010-06-18T02:11:00.005+08:00

Counting down, 0days left till I get to meet baby!
No wonder People say it's TGIF! Because good things happens on Friday teehee!
And also later will be having food fiesta with my big family! Except for hasa! Grr she spoiled it all!

Update soon! Time for bed <3

happy 18th dek (v)

2010-06-16T13:43:00.001+08:00

2010-06-16T13:35:00.002+08:00

I JUST FEEL LIKE LAUGHING! YES LAUGHING! HAHAHAHHAHAHA! AHH KETAWE LAGI BANYAKBANYAK HAHAHAHAH! YES LAUGH, HAHAHAHAH! TOO FUNNY, HAHAHAHHA!

fyl

2010-06-15T02:21:00.003+08:00

Love the way you are.
Happy advanced 17th! Can't wait to get engaged witcha weewoo<3

2010-06-15T00:26:00.007+08:00

First of all I nak wish my Bro a 18th birthday! So happy that you're finally legal Hahaha! See you later ok!
Tired from work. I need my bed now, now. Later on will be accompaning mum to Cck at 830am o_O and then will be the Family outing! Family outing ni sebenarnye ade 2 types. As in for me lah. One is with my family(my parents,2 brother,baby and my adik ipar) and the other is (with baby, my brother and my adik ipar) haha too details eh. Nvm cos I want to make this longer. Paham tak paham idc. So as for this June, I've already caught Nighmare at the elm street and karate kid :) combo babe! Both a must watch. Is Jaden Smith,the karate kid, Will Smith son? cos they look alike. Aww Soooo in love with his(Jaden Smith) smile(><)v

enough I'm off xo!

2010-06-12T13:33:00.002+08:00

I left this space unsaid for too long,i know.

Saturday's here. Woke up as early as 1030am. Feeling not so good. Cramps all over and my throat's killing. To make things worst,i woke up and the house is empty :/
Had Bk for lunch because apparently mum's out and she's not cooking. so i have to bused down to westmall and bought my lunch. And... i've already transfered credits to this blogshop onwer so meaning i'll be getting my items in 2 weeks time. sexited! oh i'm so lovin' online shopping! Holidays here already. Means i can chiong work for my shopping spree (:
It's 147pm right now. Baby still not awake. i guess i just have to accompany myself with more cartoons till he's awake.
end here xo!

2010-06-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

Aku kecewa dengan sikapMu.

To whom it may concern

2010-05-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

I have my own personalities,my own style. And frankly speaking,i Hate people who follow my way. Seriously,hate much. I wear what i like and so must you,understood?

think far

2010-05-26T16:08:00.002+08:00

Humans are all the same. Susah carik. Need accompany carik. Need sympathy carik. Tengah emo carik. True lah if you need a listening ear there's always your friend tapi agakagak ah weii. takmo buat mcm stock pakai buang weii.
F lah.

Translate please

2010-05-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

Orang yang tkde bf gf nak ade bf gf.
Orang yang ade nak waste waste.

2010-05-21T17:46:00.001+08:00

boys like girls

2010-05-21T17:34:00.003+08:00

19 on the 19th

2010-05-21T17:27:00.001+08:00

2010-05-16T05:45:00.001+08:00

your love is my drug.

Happy 16th sweets<3

As I Lay Dying

2010-05-15T01:52:00.002+08:00

We will never understand each other. Never.
you see i really need to get rid of all this kind of mushy mushy issues. i just want to run far far away from it. starting from the mid of aug,i'll be a busy bee. and i fcking love it can? cos im free from all sort of problems! it will only be work and moneh and work and moneh! no moneh no honeh! ;)

2010-05-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

If you think i'm like what you think i am, i shall leave you alone.
nothing to be happy about. i know this will happened and i think i shall keep myself away from everyone. yes, starting from now.

2010-05-09T04:55:00.002+08:00

Dedicated to my Ibu especially and my Mama(hehe),
Happy Mothers Day! <3 you both till my last breathe!

Second wish

2010-05-03T00:34:00.003+08:00

Since I have nothing to update I shall now wish my future bro in law (ehem), Hendri a legally 18th Birthday! May you passed ur bike liciense faster. Don't let me and your brother see you in club ah Hahaha!

Xoxo

2010-04-30T14:32:00.000+08:00

There's a choice we're making..

ran-dhum

2010-04-30T12:46:00.000+08:00

DON'T LOOK! I'M SHY SHY CAT ;)

2010-04-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

2010-04-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

Will only be able to tweet. busy Busy bUsy!
ysl tote otw! <3

I and U shop-ed alot!

2010-04-25T04:13:00.001+08:00

I love you baby, till my last breathe <3

2010-04-24T02:14:00.002+08:00

I'm dead tired. Just wanna activate my blog back. Heh heh so gimme 5 mins ok. So yes schools has been occupying my time lately. Went expo on Friday and it was superb! Sis Sarah and I were so kiasu, Terserlah . So besides school, later will be spending my weekends with baby. Plus I think fyza and junie at night.
I need to get a new home for him soon, my turtle (:

2010-04-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th birthday to my dearest Nur Hafizah! <3

2010-04-19T12:46:00.000+08:00

2010-04-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

My sincere condolence to sis Sarah and Family.

2010-04-15T01:43:00.002+08:00

One more steps and I'll be driving! Happy can? Ayah agreed to pay for my driving expenses. So, happy times two k.
Aside, class at 9am. Malas!!

2010-04-12T01:57:00.003+08:00

Rec 2 was 3/5. Similar to paranormal activity. But P A better. So yes bought the tix straight after I end my work. Have to borrow Fyza's IC due to some @!?@&@?! reasons. Irrit ok I tell you.
Bby send me home early bcos I having school later.Lucky me, school start at 1pm! Missing sis Sarah! Can't wait to meet her(v)

x's and o's. I'm tucking in now.

2010-04-11T19:40:00.001+08:00

Movie date with baby (V)

Sembarang

2010-04-11T05:37:00.002+08:00

Hi space. Short update before I go to sleep alright.
So well well let's see. . Spend my Saturday with bby. Plus fyza n bf and Raidah n bf. But before tht, the girls plus iza went for Pizza's! Fyza's treat (: then iza and us went seperate ways. Waited for the guys. Went town, Searched for bby shoe. Leceh betul. I saw efy n atiqq! Was shouting and hugging macam perempuan gile k. And and got to ease my craved for Fried Mars Balls. Then to makan near Kent ridge park. Then to Kent ridge park. And so they all went home left me and bby. Sham n izuanafandi came and home sweet home at 530am.
I know my post rabak. Sleepy alrdy.
Ok thts all for now. Later I'm working at 2pm sey. And guess what? Schools in tmr fvukaas!

2010-04-08T03:04:00.000+08:00

It feels like I'm losing something,,,,,,,,
Your love :(

2010-04-08T02:21:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm here again. I just blogged a few minutes ago but I just wanna be here. I need someone to talk to. But sadly everyones asleep. I'm lucky to have you, my online diary. I dnt care if people thought I plotted rubbish. Cos what I know, nobody read my blog except for my close ones. I'm still sad. I still wanna cry. Apart from all this, I m s t i l l h u n g r y! And I still not in my pj. Ergh everything I wanna do seems so moodless! Haha is there such word?
Hope later will be better!

Ma mind gone haywire

2010-04-08T01:29:00.004+08:00

I've tried but I failed. I don't know where it goes wrong but well what to do. I just can sit still shut my mouth and blabbers nothing. Cos what I know everything that comes out is a piece of shit to you. I don't know to whom I wanna express this to. I can't even tell what's my feeling. Am I supposed to be mad at myself or you? Or perhaps other people? I am sad. I can't deny that. But should I? I'm like still here, in this kind of situation, do u even care? do you even know? I think nak ambik tau pun you tak nak right. I definitely understand that. See right now I also got no idea what else to plot here. How to make myself happy deh? This feeling s u c k s lah.

Dah la tak nak post panjang2. Takut nanti orang ingat I nak
jiwangjiwang pulak.

baby aqil (v)

2010-04-07T15:49:00.000+08:00

I punye Baby Elfe Masam ok.

2010-04-07T03:18:00.001+08:00

Stay home Tuesday I must say,except for the part when I meet baby at midnight. Baby-sitting baby aqil was absolutely an easy and enjoyzing job! <3
Hope later will be fun!

Tea Party with Ssshabby! Coffeebean with bby!

2010-04-05T15:09:00.003+08:00

2010-04-01T02:42:00.001+08:00

It's April you fool!

2010-03-28T04:16:00.002+08:00

Just got back. Karaoke at Chinatown with the usuals. Was screaming my lungs outs,haha!
Later I'm working. Shit, my stomach's growling and I need to sleep.

Ooh ooh aku hanya ingin kau tahu
besarnya cintaku tingginya khayal ku bersama mu..
Heh! Elfeee!! Sayanggg kau!

2010-03-26T11:10:00.005+08:00

i don't know what wakes me up as early as 930am. My eyes are droppy but i can't seems to get back to sleep. So,i decided to go online and lucky me, fyza's online. Then now i decided to blog. Had jemput-jemput ikan bilis,fried by me. Suddenly i become so rajin. TGIF! ok wait. why should i say that? that's for full time workers,haha! i'm very bored. Nothing to do since yest. Baby's still not awake. But he's working at 11am. So according to my time he's 16 mins late now. I still dont know if i should go out later. But where to? kocek koyak, saving tak boleh pakai. My only survival is my burnt sticks. . And i would like to end this post by telling ya'll that i'm craving for fried mars bars! random i know.

chiows

2010-03-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

2010-03-25T02:56:00.002+08:00

2010-03-24T04:54:00.002+08:00

Got back awhile ago. Very shagged. Plan to stay home Wednesday. see how well it goes ok.
Trip to Batam is confirm. Yes truly, I can't wait. Because it's my first oversea trip with baby! BUuUt $$ is very tight ! So little time to save enough money. Need to chong work ley. Baby said I'll always have him but I don't like it to be that way. I want my hard earn money.
Ergh, Amalina, when there's a will there's a way c:

morning space, time for bed.

plan B

2010-03-21T20:48:00.004+08:00

2010-03-20T13:37:00.002+08:00

Had to make plan B. Because it's raining! i very sad.

TGIF!

2010-03-20T03:38:00.002+08:00

I still not sleeping because I can't sleep. Boyfriend I left I first because he's working at 8am later. So I have no one to accompany me :(. Even gf I asleep already.. Basically just now Bf and I had late dinner at ljs over at bpp. I can't take fast food anymore! I very serious! Been consuming it almost everytime when I go out. Really duh. Then bf and I headed to railmall coffeebean,met up with sham,wan and Dee! Dee and I talked alot today. From studies to jobs to ghosts. . Yey! She'll be helping with the early childhood! Thank you. Around 2am we all headed home.
Later I need to wake up roughly around 12pm. Just in time when baby I ends work. Still have yet to pack bag I. Hopefully the weather will be good. This days I always had bad headache. due to seeing the screens in the dark too much, maybe? Gotta cut down man. I think I end here. I want to try to put myself to sleep.

Have a good weekends people.

2010-03-19T02:38:00.002+08:00

Accompaning baby on msn. I very sleepy but i'm trying to stay awake. Was working just now and my headache came. .I managed to endure till 10pm. It was bad..so bad that i took a cab home Heh. Yey! I'm smelling s A t U R d A y !

2010-03-17T15:46:00.001+08:00

i can't hate you but i can stop loving you.

takmu judge judge I can? i penat lah kalau selalu macam gini. .

2010-03-16T03:16:00.002+08:00

Bad headache since afternoon. Felt so uneasy. Stomach kept growling. No, not hungry. Just that something's not right.
If it has to be fever, please let it cure by sat!

Good day people . I need a rest

emirc

2010-03-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

I'm so dissapointed in you. There's no reason why you need to do that. Your life is much better than mine. And now you've ruined it. Think twice before you do anything.

where does the trend lies?

2010-03-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

Alamike. minah-minah, yp-yp sekarang DAH/BARU NAK START nak pakai birkenstock. irrit nak mampos! *aku tak kesah kalau post ni mcm minah k bye.

gb!

2010-03-13T13:13:00.001+08:00

If you discover, I've removed my tagboard. I don't think i need it anymore because basically no ones tag. So, follow me on twitter! c:

2010-03-12T02:37:00.000+08:00

we(v)BAKE

2010-03-11T16:35:00.004+08:00

cos' it determines Our future

2010-03-10T11:46:00.003+08:00

I can't wait to go for Holiday with baby. Please time, travel fast!

Before i forget,baby become a Man today. I'm happy for you. So proud of you,so proud of you.. Gd luck in finding for your Full-time job ! i'm always be by your side front back to support you!

2010-03-08T18:05:00.003+08:00

So much happened and i don't know where to start. I've left this space for too long i guess. Tomorrow will be my last paper and school's outz! Planned a few outings during the holidays. (v)!
Giirrllffrriiieeennnddssss missed

Have a nice day peepoos.

2010-03-03T13:16:00.001+08:00

Guys don't rule and they are a fool

bye!

2010-03-02T12:21:00.000+08:00

i don't feel the love.

2010-02-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

2010-02-28T16:12:00.004+08:00

So well, it's Sunday today. How long have i leave this space? been busy i guess. Final year exam is around the corner. I screwed up during my Final year practical last friday. and here'e the end product. too plain right. . But i did my best. . Another 2 test coming up. one is bread production and the other is dessert and petit fours. plus my BTT in two days time. Oh my prada! Much much stress.
Im still in Pj and i have to work later at 6pm.
Plan to Cold Rock for baby's Ord C; and by then my exams are over weehoo!

Chiows

Careless

2010-02-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

It hurts much to have misplaced your Ezlink card. . Troublesome, one after another Sigh.

2010-02-21T05:02:00.000+08:00

I Hearts(v) my fiancé (soon to be) and I can't wait to marry him Muahahahah!

2010-02-19T01:34:00.001+08:00

My sincere condolences to Izuanafendi. Be strong dude(:

2010-02-18T02:00:00.004+08:00

I can't put my eyes to sleep. I really need to go to the loo but I'm lazy to get out from bed. Met baby at voideck earlier on. Had macd fries. Yes again will gain weight soon. School was as per normal. Gonna ditch first lesson later. So will be attending for 12pm class. Hmm what else. . Oh and yes baby irritates me alot! He really make me go eww when he dance and do cat walk. I tell you he really look like a %#*!@ and he will always do it over and over again and idk why that makes me mad.It really gives me chills and goosebumps I tell you Ergh! ^Baby Ive promised to blog it down here so...HAHA be ashamed!
Cnt wait for end of the month! Shopshop! Yey! I alrd know where to get chopped off designed clothes(:

time for bed now!!

THERE'S A COCKROACH IN MY BAG!

2010-02-17T01:53:00.003+08:00

My last cny holiday spend with baby and my favz! Baby and I went fareast first. Wanted to have dinner buut sadly it is still closed. Fvck it. Then to CMK instead. Bad bad service that day. To CSM for our dessert(: met my favz over at bp. Met sisSarah Syam and Kmah along the way. Home sweet home at 1am. There goes my holiday. School's later Yawn.

2010-02-16T15:11:00.002+08:00

New york new york for dinner yesterday. They have the most delicious fried mars bars Yummy!! caught True Legend. to somewhere,chill and home sweet home at 4am.
To summarise it all,yst was superb cos it's just me and baby love it love it!

2010-02-14T04:06:00.002+08:00

Zoo trip+movie dates+meet up session+supper spells A W E S O M E . I love Saturday teehee!
But sadly now I'm down with flu and sore throat. Thanks to bby and sis S alright.
Shall get some rest now zZz.

2010-02-13T14:40:00.002+08:00

suppose to get ready but i'm still here.
whakaka! see you soon blogger.

Those three words

2010-02-13T02:59:00.004+08:00

Macd for supper with my boy. Get well soon dear. You better be cos later on we're gonna have lots of fun!
Sexcited much!

2010-02-09T14:02:00.008+08:00

Monday.Town.Far East.Candy Empire.Starbucks.Famous Amos.Burnt sticks.Archie comic.Gossips.MY SIS SARAH(v)

2010-02-09T13:50:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday February babies!